Sunday, September 27, 2009

Duality in Non-duality

















In each moment "I Am" wakes up as I. I wake up inside dream images of a person and a place. There is a dog. There is a new vista. Sensations in the body. Hearing. Seeing. Touching. And I am here! I am always already present even as the senses register my location. Then the I-mind gives coordinates of time and space - like what came before and might come after this moment. This play of consciousness is what I am - the whole of it, all inclusive - and it is Life itself. Life is the entire play, the appearances and disappearances, duality in non-duality.

I am here! And I have always been here. The eternal witness. The Self of all I's. Now, and now, and now................

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Dear Readers

Because of very poor internet service I have not been able to publish since August 10th (and very few posts since June). Please check back periodically as I am endeavoring to fix the problem with the local internet provider in India.

Thanks for all your feedback to my posts by email. Let's open it up a bit more - your "comments" are encouraged for all to see and benefit from.

Jyoti

Monday, August 10, 2009

Doing Nothing with Effort or No Effort? That is the Question











I was recently sent an essay on the subject of Western Neo-Advaita. Because some of the points made in the essay concern differences to classical Advaita, I would like to address two which seem to cause great confusion for most seekers: that of "doing nothing" espoused by Neo-Advaitins, and the question of making effort. The author of the essay also discusses the theory that "vasanas," (tendencies) have to be dealt with before self-realization can occur. Here are my comments:

Doing nothing is being interpreted in many ways - as are the terms effort, no effort, and effortless. These guidelines have confused many a seeker. In fact, two factions have arisen: on the one hand there are the "doers" - they follow a prescribed set of spiritual instructions which include structured meditations, devotional rituals, and mantras and so on; and the newly popular "non-doers."
Simply, doing nothing means that life is being living spontaneously, devoid of any projection arising from memories or the construct of being an individual. Many so called non-dual teachers are dispensing this means without any true understanding. It is not a passive thing at all – in fact the opposite is true: it is an open receptivity and a quiet alertness; a fullness, in contrast to the emptiness pointed to by traditional yoga systems whose goal is to be empty of thought, a half-baked teaching which does not enlighten, and is not helpful. The Self is already free of thoughts so there would be no reason for it to destroy the mind. What is always already Unconditional is not dependent on conditions being met. Therefore, a thought-free mind is not a requirement to awakening because obviously the question then arises: what happens to enlightenment when the mind begins to think?
Nisargadatta has said that when effort is needed, effort will appear. Clearly then, there is effort until effort is no longer needed. Whenever you are interested in learning something new, effort is needed – like learning to ride a bike for instance. Afterword, riding a bike becomes effortless. It is only after awakening that the discovery is made that what you sought you already were; thus many have taken this to mean doing nothing from the beginning. Your interests determine the theme of your thought world, your attention and enthusiasm and perseverance for Truth dispels the false.
The transition from ignorance of Self to realization of Self generally takes this route: effort, to no effort, to effortlessness.
The essayist talks about his theory of how the vasanas (tendencies) have to be exhausted before self-realization can take place. He subscribes to the progressive path, doing battle with mind-held tendencies believing that when they are all exhausted, what remains is the Self. The problem with this theory is that no one knows how many vasanas (tendencies) are stored in the unconscious so it might take millions of lifetimes to exhaust them! And, by the way, this is why psychotherapy is ineffective unless it is based in a transpersonal or existential approach. Why do battle with tendencies that come and go? The sum total of these tendencies is often said to be the individual yet until and unless the central I-thought which is the foundation for individuality is examined, the battle of the vasanas is never ending. If vasanas are the Self but the Self is not the sum total of the vasanas, the Self is already free of them and no work needs to be done to gain the Self.
It was also asserted that Ramana Marharshi taught classical Advaita. In actuality, Ramana was not at all familiar with Vedanta until much later in life, after he settled near Arunachala Hill and began to converse with spiritual seekers who told him that his message was similar. Ramana’s own life contradicts assertions that self-inquiry must be practiced, and that exhaustion of vasanas must occur before realization of one’s true nature is understood.
He also discounts the word “ordinary” as a descriptor of self-realization. Here I am going to play devils’ advocate and speak out for the Neo-Advaitin who probably means, with all sincerity, that Truth, Consciousness, Bliss is our very nature, and so this is our most “ordinary” state, our real state. Furthermore, one who knows she is the Self operates through a very ordinary life, and anyone coming into contact with her would have no idea of her state. This is usually the rule rather than the exception, as not every one who wakes up becomes a public teacher. Not all sages are teachers – not all teachers are sages.

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Becoming

















Okay-

Please respond to the following statements..

There is only one I.

The I is common to all people.

We all recognize I, but believe it to be connected to the body and formed by thoughts.

This I is not removed and far off .. it is not different from the I that is always present for each person, except in that it isn't personal. The I is without personal individual descriptors. The I is just plain.. I-ness and it is always present..

The end.



Response:

That is the entire "story!"

The "I", which is Consciousness itself, becomes personal when "thought of" from the ideas which comprise a mental image of "I."

There is actually no "I," no absolute and relative, no time, no space - it's all a fiction of the mind, which is like saying: the mind is another word for the function of "becoming" - all arises, in and as thoughts, with the first thought of "I am."


Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Beyond Ideas











"Out beyond ideas of wrong-doing and right-doing, there is a field. I'll meet you there. When the soul lies down in that grass, the world is too full to talk about. Ideas, language, even the phrase "each other" doesn't make any sense. Rumi



The field is the presence of Being, free from a "me" who interprets where or what this might be!!!!

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Who Knows?













Question:
As i am watching myself.. my small mini-me, i find that everything, EVERYTHING, is self-referenced to this individual me. I like this blue sky; that person is annoying me; its too hot; I want something to make me feel good, etc. And the whole point of just about every thought is to protect me or make me feel good. Ok, make who feel good? Who is this me? I dont get much of a response to that question. Just quiet, then i bounce back into "Do i like this? Do I like that?" I tire myself when i realize what i'm doing, but return to observing this separate, "suffering" self.
I went to a Satsang last friday. It was good. I liked it! hahaaaa
Response:
You have to know what the ego is to let it go. That "me" that you refer to, that "me" you self-reference everything to, that "me" is a composite of ideas powered by the central idea of "I am." Each subsequent thought becomes a mirror of this central Narcissus who reincarnates as the thinker of every thought.
The ability to witness the "little me" and all her likes and dislikes forces the AHAA!! moment which is: since I can observe the little me -- this thinker thinking thoughts – truly I Am That which is not the little me. Once you can observe that patterns of mind concerning likes and dislike are repetitive, they will cease to hold your interest. At last you might notice that the compulsion to obsess on likes and dislikes is no longer there - that you are content in just "being."
Question:
Yes-- i "know" that.... it may be slowly leaking its way deeper into my existence, but "I" feel just as i have.... still tied to the body and thoughts that i "know" are not mine.
Response:
The feelings and thoughts are of the body whose name is A____. You are not A____. You are the animating presence which "knows" A____.
In your email you say: "Yes--i "know" that..." The body, with its feelings and thoughts, cannot know anything independent of the Consciousness That you are - and this Consciousness is prior to any knowing you "think" you know.
This is the common dilemma of spiritual seekers - they have not examined the "I" that is seeking, yet they proceed forward into the world armed only with the light of their minds projecting forth pre-conceived images and concepts before them. There is an uninvestigated assumption that one's sense of self, the composite of ideas, memories, assumptions, emotions is qualified to be the seeker. And that the seeker will somehow be transformed into a higher self, and more spiritual self.
And of course they are bound to fail because the "I" that they take themselves to be is in fact an idea – an arbitrary composite. A very abstract idea which continually reinforces itself with the self-projected idea of doership. It is imperative that a sincere seeker contemplate that central position which they assume is real, but will be revealed as false with investigation.
This composite "I" is like a lens through which we not only create a self image, but also world images. This "I" lens is not unlike a filter. The filter is comprised of beliefs, assumptions, attitudes, concepts and emotions. Therefore, it is the very lens we use which makes us doomed to failure in our search for the profound. In fact, the very “idea” that a search is required is just that: an idea which we entangle ourselves in, propelling ourselves into more abstractions based on time and space.
And of course this begs the usual questions: How and why does this occur? Why do we not know who we truly are? The short and simple answer is that Being becomes limited as a persona, and this persona thinks that he is separate from Being and needs to journey back through a set of thought-produced practices (conditions) in order to attain his true Self which is unconditional. That which is unconditional is not dependent on any conditions being met.


Saturday, June 20, 2009

All is the One Self





















All is the One Self.

As such, the Self is always seeing the Self.

Consciousness is the quality of the Self which manifests a play of opposites in order for the "seeing" of Self in All.

Consciousness is also called Maya.
There is within It a potential for "knowing" Itself through the other (duality).

Yet It is All the Self in play!

Life is a manifestation of this play.

I am this play of Life.


Monday, June 15, 2009

BEING






















BEING is not what it seems.

NOR NON-BEING.

The world's existence is not in the world.



Jelaluddin Rumi



Sunday, April 12, 2009

Truth of Love












Seeing, hearing, touching – all my senses have melted into my Heart, and now complete seeing is being known, not by vision, but by Love alone.  

My senses have become devotees of my Self!

In this Love there exists only This. 
And your face comes from This.
And, my face comes from This. 
And I find myself looking into your eyes to see the Truth of Love. 

Inside this Heart, form and formless in eternal embrace, without beginning or end. 

My Heart is bursting with This Love.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Mind-Bypass









In proportion to your fascination with thought you will  leave the contentment of the Heart for the imagination of the Mind.  In proportion to your fascination with Beingness you will rest in the Heart and ignore the seduction of thought streams which take you always away from Being into metaphors conceptualized by Mind.

Being is always implicated with thinking, with concepts - implicated because it is the very source of concepts, the very source of conception for all appearance that comes into existence as Consciousness Itself.  Being is the very source of one’s sense of self, one’s sense of being alive, of existing; and furthermore, Being is that alone through which existence is known by a thinker.  

This  stops  a cycle we call time.  This means that instead of living in time - in our thoughts -  we are living NOW, spontaneously.

An  individual,  the  ego, arises in each moment we forget to be in Love, our true nature.  When a cord is struck within, and this fills us with inner joy, this is out of time, out of ego, out of thought.   We do not need thought to interpret joy - it just is.  Love just is.  We don’t have to run it by our mind to know when Love is present.  It's a mind-bypass.  Most people are conducting a Heart-bypass, relying on their minds to figure It out.


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Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Reply to a Young Girl














Dear Jyoti,

If i am not enlightened does that mean that i do not know love and i cannot say i love you ..

Jyoti .. i do not know why am sending this email to you maybe cause i feel that you will be a real reflection..  i feel that i do not have any desire to read about the beloved ..i just want to be sooo simple have a simple life .. i want to know how i am .. why i came here.. and this  readings which make my mind  and heart open i feel that it makes me more thirsty and sometimes i feel  that it makes a kind of rules even if it is right .. i want to live more than reading  even if i get lost ..   sometimes really it is soooo good to be alone to find god find ur self before fallen in love with a person that u see god in him ..but if that happened what
should i do am afriad of attachment affection.

i want to learn how to let goooo..how to be like a river...
 
thank uuu...

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Dear S,

Yes, to be like "a river" is good - not hanging on to the river bank, but letting go and letting yourself be lived by life itself!  But, when you think that you are separate, an individual, it is like hanging on to the river bank - getting stuck in ideas about who you think you are does not allow you to be free.   So true freedom is really freedom from ideas you have about yourself and the world. Letting go of fixed beliefs.

When you are free from limiting ideas (and ALL thoughts are limiting), 
love fills your life.  Love radiates from you, you become the expression of love.

This thing that we call "enlightenment" is also an idea.  I say this because if you become a seeker after "enlightenment" you are already believing certain ideas about yourself: that you are limited and separate from the "Beloved."  And this is not true.  But if we believe our mind, it will tell us that we are not complete here and now, as we are; the mind (our thoughts) tell us that we are lacking and that we have to struggle to get the "enlightenment" that we seek.  So, the mind tells us that we must seek enlightenment because we do not have it here and now.

This is false.

You have heard already from your readings I am sure that you are already what you are seeking.  Even though the clouds cover the sun, the sun is still there - yet not visable.  Even though our thoughts veil Absolute Consciousness, the Absolute is still there - yet not seen by the mind.

Be more interested in Consciousness, than what you are conscious of. This is the best practice, and the fastest way to wake up to your true nature.  Be fascinated with the Source of your self. Be attentive to your thoughts throughout the day without getting involved with them - like going to a movie and watching the film of your life.  After doing this for some time you will realize that you are the witness, the awareness only, of everything that is happening.  Try this.

With love,

Jyoti

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Dear Jyoti my heart give the answers for what i sent uu before but ur reply was not just an answer ...
 
with loooove ... 

 

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

You Are Not Who You Think You Are
















You are not who you think you are.

You are who you think you are.

There is no contradiction!

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Perspectives on India


India, where you can take nothing for granted, where nothing runs on time, and to every query of "why?" to this or that, there is the universal response of "no problem!"

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Varanasi

Stunning medieval character, elegance, crumbling into the Ganges, becoming a memory for the tourist.

Hari Chandro said "foreigners come here for peace."  Here to this place so loud, so active the foreigner comes to find peace far from his homeland, which may be so quiet, where no one talks with their neighbors or looks at each other's eyes, where everyone lives behind locked doors.  Relatively peaceful yet internal hell.  Here in India life is lived, in each moment - no time to wonder what life is all about - living it, raw, unashamed, staring, crowded in , everyone talking at once.  Peaceful.  Amazing!

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Personal Space

There is none.  Could it be that Indians intrinsically know, bred in from Rama and Shankara, Krishnamurthi and Pantanjali, that the individual doesn't exist apart from Brahman?  So out with the social niceties of personal space.  Instead, right in your face, staring within the polite Western 6-inch boundary - not one but crowds!  Stopping to stare.  And no physical personal space either - sitting on each other in taxis, buses, trains.  Elbows in your face, head on your shoulder, her baby on your lap.  "No problem!"


Saturday, March 7, 2009

"The Unborn," by Zen Master Bankei
















A New Interpretation of "The Unborn"  by Zen Master Bankei

Note to the reader: After reading Norman Waddell's translation of "The Unborn," I exchanged references such as "Buddha Mind," "Satori," and "Heart Sutra" with non-Buddhist terms, and therefore I rewrote some sentences for coherence.


Enlightenment is unconcerned with either birth, life events or death. As evidence of this, when looking at things, you're able to see and distinguish them all at once. And as you are doing that, if a bird sings or a bell tolls, or other noises or sounds occur, you hear and recognize each of them too, even though you haven't given rise to a single thought to do so. Everything in your life, from morning until night, proceeds in this same way without your having to depend upon thought or reflection. But most people are unaware of that; they think everything is a result of their deliberation. That is a great mistake! 

The enlightened mind and the minds of ordinary men are not two different minds. Those who strive earnestly in their practice because they want to attain enlightenment (“Self” knowledge), or those who want to increase their mental knowledge (“me” knowledge), are likewise greatly mistaken. Everyone who recites mantras or does spiritual practice have heard through hearsay that the "Self" is unborn and undying. But they haven't sounded the source of the Unborn. They still have the idea that they can find their way to enlightenment by using reason and discrimination. As soon as the notion to seek enlightenment or to attain the "way" enters your mind, you've gone astray from the source of “me.”  Anyone who tries to get enlightened thereby falls out of the source and into secondary matters. You are always already enlightened to begin with, always already what you seek.  There is no way for you to become enlightened now for the first time!  Within this original, there isn't even a trace of illusion. Nothing, I can assure you, ever arises from within it. If you harbor the least notion to become better than you are or the slightest inclination to seek something, you turn your back on what is already prevalent, the “Isness” of “I am.  There is neither joy nor anger in the clear mind you were born with - only the illuminative wisdom that enlightens all things.

Friday, March 6, 2009

Part One: Report on the World Spirituality Conference












The following report published with permission from  Spiritual Lifestyles


The WSC’s three-day conference in Erehwon began with a spectacular fireworks display depicting all the religious symbols in the night sky.   Attendees representing all religious traditions came, many along with entourages in tow, some sprinkling flower petals on the ground for their holy leaders' feet to walk upon, others sprinkling holy water on each other.  Each one wore the garb of their tradition.  All kinds of religious objects were brought: incense, prayer wheels, prayer beads, prayer rugs, prayer flags, meditation cushions, special meditation shawls with mantras or holy symbols imprinted on the cloth, zen robes, sadhu dhotis with matching orange shawls, sacred vibuti ash, crosses, jewelry inscribed with Om and other religious symbols, begging bowls, drums, god and goddess deities in gold, bronze, silver, brass and plastic (glow in the dark), crystals, yantras, pyramids, peacock feathers, photo-realistic paintings of Jesus, Mary and saints, talismans, and more.

People who were hoping to meet their next guru also came, and they were happy to pay the high entrance fees and to be recognized among their peers as spiritual seekers, some of whom had been seeking over thirty years.  Many attendees could be heard boasting about how many years that had been meditating.  Everyone clearly was pleased with themselves for being there.  Feather Truthseeker, a fire-walker from Santa Fe said, “I feel so special!”  Arjuna Rabinowitz, a yoga teacher from Marin County, said, “It’s a great event, sister.  My spiritual family is all here.”

Attendees were given different colored badges to wear depending on their religious affiliation. People with the same ideologies met each other at designated locations marked by flags with their colors.  They tended to stay together as a team for the entire 3 days.  

In an unofficial report, several apparent members of a non-duality group were distributing flyers stating “If there was a Conference for Jnanis, no one would come.”   Conference security staff escorted them off the premises.

It was a truly festive event.  Tents, stages, and booths were arranged in a circle, with a main event tent at the center. The spiritual musicians were there, many with their latest CD's for sale.  Many people were dancing ecstatically, arms raised to the sky. 

There was a  special satvic vegetarian food tent, with communal tables.  Only holy water was used and all food was either blessed by prayers or disbursed as prasad, depending on which line you queued in.

There was a special tent set up to buy books written by the participants, photographs of their holy blissful faces, and CD's of their talks.  Bibles, Torahs, Korans, and other holy books, as well as truckloads of religious objects were sold, along with tapes, videos, and DVD’s.  Specially printed stationary, stickers, pens, and notebooks with the conference logo were available along with yoga mats, yoga bags, yoga clothing and yoga towels also embroidered with the conference logo. 

Great fire pits were dug in the ground for all sacred rituals.  Monks chanted round the clock accompanied by celebrity musicians and singers.  Musical instruments were also available to purchase.  One yogi was buried in a box to demonstrate his siddhi skill of stopping the breath. When he was lifted out after 72 hours, the crowds began prostrating to him with reverence and awe.  People lined up to register for his “supernatural powers” course. 

There were forums and discussion panels to attend every hour.  Popular religious leaders were chosen to begin and end each session with special prayers and blessings.  Although some arguments broke out among panelists who were proselytizing their own point of view, most everyone recognized that the way to handle these outbursts was to refer to the spiritually correct code that they were not the “doers,” particularly the neo-Advaitins.  When questions were allowed from the audience, most everyone remembered not to use personal references such as “I” or “you.”   Those who paid the V.I.P. entrance fee received transmissions, special initiations and dikshas, custom mantras, and spiritual names.  Barbers were available to shave the heads of the newly ordained monks.  One retired professor, an eclectic seeker, exclaimed, "I have always wanted to wear ochre sadhu robes and shave my head!"   Film makers were eagerly interviewing new monks as they emerged from the "spiritual make-over" tent.


Continued in Part Two, Report on the World Spirituality Conference